What is your wife was taken away. YOur family kidnapped, raped or murdered? What is all your possessions were destroyed. What is you became ill, near death in misery? Would you still trust God? none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that fears God, and eschews evil? and still he holds fast his integrity, although you moved me against him, to destroy him without cause. Did God destroy Job? HOW?

You don't know me. That's probably good! You make many accusations, all with out knowledge. It is good for suggesting doubt, but it has no truth. IF I told you my life and expiriences, would you even believe? I have evidence that you would. This I will say: Jeremiah 9:23-24 Thus said the LORD, Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, neither let the mighty man glory in his might, let not the rich man glory in his riches: 24 But let him that glories glory in this, that he understands and knows me, that I am the LORD which exercise loving kindness, judgment, and righteousness, in the earth: for in these things I delight, said the LORD.

Can you feel the love people? I am so thankful that you are revealing yourself. You are trying curse me, and that is obvious.

You think you are so smart. You say "if you don't love, there is no light in you", then prove you do not know how to love.

Like Job, I have gone through hell too, and I loved God through it.

When my Grand father disowned me from our family because I became a Seventh Day Adventist, breaking from the Irish Catholic church, and took me out of his will for the Family fortune worth millions, Se Lave' the Lord Giveth and the Lord taketh away. My devotion to God was rewarded.

When my ex wife slept with six other men within the first year of our marriage and told me about it as she was moving out after I had done everything in my power to help her, The Lord Giveth and the Lord taketh away, now I have a much better wife.

When my sister was murdered by her boyfriend last year and the guy had the nerve to try to claim it wasn't him when there was blood all over him when he was caught and his cell phone records proved he was at the scene, and someone wanted to have him murdered, I pleaded with him not to. I shared with him 'that man will have his reward'. He was beaten to a pulp in jail just last week, and he is looking at life in that hell...

The hardest thing was the hate that I have been shown since I was wrong about the event of Satan appearing as an angel of light in the form of John Paul II. This is what I am having the hardest time dealing with because of my love for the church. Men talking among themselves as if it their duty to curse me behind my back and only hearing about it through the warnings of God and the gossip that gets back to me. Se' Lave'...

Heavenly Father; show this man who he is trying to curse in your name as if he speaks for you. Have mercy on him, but if he will not repent and continues to spread lies in your name, let your will be done and silence his voice from our church, in Jesus name amen.

But you would say this is severe wouldn't you APL?

From the beginning it has been Satan's studied plan to cause men to forget God, that he might secure them to himself. Hence he has sought to misrepresent the character of God, to lead men to cherish a false conception of Him. The Creator has been presented to their minds as clothed with the attributes of the prince of evil himself,--as arbitrary, severe, and unforgiving,--that He might be feared, shunned, and even hated by men. Satan hoped to so confuse the minds of those whom he had deceived that they would put God out of their knowledge. Then he would obliterate the divine image in man and impress his own likeness upon the soul; he would imbue men with his own spirit and make them captives according to his will. {5T 738.1}

Christ came to reveal God to the world as a God of love, full of mercy, tenderness, and compassion. The thick darkness with which Satan had endeavored to enshroud the throne of Deity was swept away by the world's Redeemer, and the Father was again manifest to men as the light of life. {5T 738.4}

Says the apostle: "God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto Himself." Only as we contemplate the great plan of redemption can we have a just appreciation of the character of God. The work of creation was a manifestation of His love; but the gift of God to save the guilty and ruined race, alone reveals the infinite depths of divine tenderness and compassion. "God so loved the world, that He gave His only-begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life." While the law of God is maintained, and its justice vindicated, the sinner can be pardoned. The dearest gift that heaven itself had to bestow has been poured out that God "might be just, and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus." By that gift men are uplifted from the ruin and degradation of sin to become children of God. Says Paul: "Ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father." {5T 739.2}

It is Satan's constant study to keep the minds of men occupied with those things which will prevent them from obtaining the knowledge of God. He seeks to keep them dwelling upon what will darken the understanding and discourage the soul. We are in a world of sin and corruption, surrounded by influences that tend to allure or dishearten the followers of Christ. The Saviour said: "Because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." Many fix their eyes upon the terrible wickedness existing around them, the apostasy and weakness on every side, and they talk of these things until their hearts are filled with sadness and doubt. They keep uppermost before the mind the masterly working of the archdeceiver and dwell upon the discouraging features of their experience, while they seem to lose sight of the heavenly Father's power and His matchless love. It is a mistake to think of the enemy of righteousness as clothed with so great power, when we dwell so little upon the love of God and His might. We must talk of the mightiness of Christ. We are utterly powerless to rescue ourselves from the grasp of Satan; but God has appointed a way of escape. The Son of the Highest has strength to fight the battle for us, and "through Him that loved us" we may come off "more than conquerors." {5T 740.2}

It is true that disappointments will come; tribulation we must expect; but we are to commit everything, great and small, to God. He does not become perplexed by the multiplicity of our grievances nor overpowered by the weight of our burdens.

Brethren and sisters, it is by beholding that we become changed. [and it works both for good and bad] By dwelling upon the love of God and our Saviour, by contemplating the perfection of the divine character and claiming the righteousness of Christ as ours by faith, we are to be transformed into the same image. Then let us not gather together all the unpleasant pictures--the iniquities and corruptions and disappointments, the evidences of Satan's power--to hang in the halls of our memory, to talk over and mourn over until our souls are filled with discouragement. A discouraged soul is a body of darkness, not only failing himself to receive the light of God, but shutting it away from others. Satan loves to see the effect of the pictures of his triumphs, making human beings faithless and disheartened. {5T 744.3}

Just before us is the closing struggle of the great controversy when, with "all power and signs and lying wonders, and with all deceivableness of unrighteousness," Satan is to work to misrepresent the character of God, that he may "seduce, if it were possible, even the elect." If there was ever a people in need of constantly increasing light from heaven, it is the people that, in this time of peril, God has called to be the depositaries of His holy law and to vindicate His character before the world.

I'm just wondering when there will be unity in the brotherhood, since what you claim and what my God shows me are so diametrically opposed I would think this would lead one to conclude we are not be considered brothers in the light of scripture. Especially since we are so close to the end of time. When will there be unity in the truth, which was a fundamental element of receiving the early rain and must be a part of the completion of the mystery of Godliness.

There will be no second opinions in the latter rain and we are very far from that. I see miracles and my God speaks to me, then men like you attack me for what I have been shown instead of trying to work through our differences and see the harmony in what He tells me. This I claim in the name of Jesus.

Men within the church who treat with contempt what our Father showed our prophet through the Spirit of Prophecy, make me very sad.